TO FULLY REALISE MY HEARTS DEEPEST DESIRES

that is the goal for my life

&

 to inspire that for everyone else to achieve

so far away... day by day though...💜

hey lovely beings:)))😊

how are you? i hope spring & may is treating you well💕💜💕👸

here in wonderland creation is taking place like the blossoming of all beauty our planet is creating at this very moment. spring is such a delight, especially when it's warm and filled with sunshine:))) which yeey we have had some of here, so grateful over this. 

it's been a couple of weeks alright!

 my godparents came to visit me. 

i have created another self-portrait series that i dedicated to tony 💞

there has too been planning for a couple of other shoots. i have helped out at haven house which is such an adorable place to be involved in. then i have captured beauty on a daily basis. too finished the first book of terry pratchett's triology of the witches, equal rites 💜 and am now almost done with the magic of the second one, wyrd sisters💕💕💕 

and this past friday my little painting, her name is violette,

 was hung up for loughton's art trail which had its opening on saturday. 

i have yet not had the time to go see the whole thing so am a tiny bit excited to go view it 

and then the white wonder flew away to create another life story 
somewhere else

  beyond what i am yet able to see

the joy of life please gift it to me every single day for the rest of my life

to fully realise my hearts deepest desires

a mirror selfie of an  outfit i am to find a magic location to create another image for one of my ongoing series of mine. the wonderful bonnet is created by starlite robinson on etsy, and the faerie dress i found at beyond retro a couple of years ago:)))

a still life of the beauties💜

 some other versions of the self-portraits i created the other day

testing the light before changing outfit

before most shoots i create mood boards

usually for poses and expression inspirations

 as you can see, 

ballet,

 especially the early stages

 of this magic is a huge inspiration of mine

such beauty

💞💞💞

all the above images i have found on pinterest which i have re-pinned on my board ballet over there

spring blossoms

devour = yes

 this is all buckhurst hill wonders of spring

this creature is now framed and hung up for loughton's art trail😊

ann & jan-åke

my godparents

how i love thee

💜💜💜

this was the last day we saw eachother, it was such a summery day so beautiful such happiness. see how cute they are:)!??? jan-åke has known me since i was born. that is special, very special.

💫💫💫

anyways, now we have a new week in front of us. i hope that we all have wonders to look forward to. do you have any philosophy you are trying to live up to for this cute year of 2018 ?( with this i mean as cute as you and i can create it despite such other sadness things are happening on our planet, how else though can we turn things around? it  can only start with you and me right?)

for me personally , as i have mentioned before (i think), 

this is my little philosophy for 2018:

be joy

have grace

create magic beauty

a word that i have in mind

is

kindness

faith hope & love

to you

magical creatures

alice saga