Tuesday February 21st!!!

This is a place where my honesty comes out. This is a place for Beauty and Creativity. But I am SO FUCKING dramatic ALL THE TIME.

I just had a great day and THEN A HORRIBLE one. Up and Down. ALL THE TIME. And ofcourse it's all IN ME.

Anyways, had a wonderful day with Patrick Sehlstedt and a wonderful model from Mikas (model agency in Sthlm). We had 1500 baloons in the ceiling and I styled her Futuristic and Punky at the same time. AND with Patricks FANTASTIC light. It got to be so futuristic. Anyone, Look at Patrik's work at Adamsky.se

THEN, I will have an Agent in Europe. From June 1st. CLM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope I can be a GOOD girl up until then. I am so not good with relations. I want to, but i am so supersensitive. So i am feeling high and low much to often. Even my sweet assistant (who like Nike and Jenny works with me for free to get experience), Emma tells me, Lindha, why ALL that energy for what????? Love you emma and thanks for ALL help today and always. And ofcourse for today, thank you Jenny. We had a VERY long day.

i am very sorry about not being the best to a very good girl who happens to be the Editor in Chief of the future to be MODETTE. I know she checks my blogg out once in a while. I am sorry, I want to say it to you here as well. But PIET shoot was not for a magazine, it was for Piet herself and for her careeer.

ANYHOW, anyone out there. MODETTE will be Swedens first 100% fashion magazine and it should be THE magazine from Sweden to check out. AND I WILL do beautiful jobs for them. WE WILL SUPPORT young designers, old designers, vintage, YOUR STYLE on the street . Just as I support young talent, we should support young magazines. AND celebrate this magazine who gives ANY kind of new talent their. chance that they deserve. Including myself who is very new to sweden/ sthlm.

Yesterday, thank you LENA MODIGH!!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!. Beautiful Piet pictures. PLEASE be with me always in the future. LOVED working with you and I am so looking forward to work with you on Saturday. Let's do something for just ourselvers. you and me and a model. just the blurry thing you want to do.

ALSO, thank you god for me meeting Patrik, The first one that I had a meeting in Sthlm with. I think, APRIL 4 2006. I think he was my first meeting in SWEDEN after a very dramatic move from NY April 1st, where I then had 1 week in sthlm before I April 8 came to my little hometown Uddevalla. Today I had my first shoot with him. I am saying it here. He is WORLD CLASS. Italian VOGUE class. I am telling you here and now, In 1-2 years time, italian vogue is where he will be.

PLUS ofcourse, Men's Vogue, where my former Supervisor David Farber is head now, HE/ Patrik WILL SHOOT. I will make sure of this. AND hopefully then, I might style men's. I MEAN I did learn the men's fashion from the best, Robert Bryan and MY LOVE David Farber.

Tim and Milla, we'll do WOMEN'S.

This blogg is supposed to be visual but after today i feel EMPTY of pictures. So this is IT. I hope all of you sleep well. I want to pray for Oliver Andersson today, for his foot. So please feel free to pray with me before you go to bed.

love to all,
lindha