I AM YET TO SEE YOU MY LOVELY DEAR

happy tuesday to you wonderful readers:)

i hope you are having a lovely week of our easter of 2019.

i have been low and sad for a few days or so,

 but today i had a wonderful couple of hours with

 one of my best friends and it was so healing. 

so healing. 

worked on this image yesterday from last june of 2018,

experimenting with all kinds of photoshop things.

i see you in my dreams my lovely dear 

in a realm i am yet to discover

please dear god in the heavens let me...

 this whole series was an homage to a tony that had helped me through very difficult times and whom died suddenly. on his funeral doves were set free.

so i created this self-portrait setting my tony free to beauty and to another realm of reality that i am not presently a part of.

tried a few colour variations

i have not met this dear friend of mine for about 4 years since she first moved to sweden and soon after that to italy. i have missed seeing this spirit.

she is a wonderfully talented artist and we have collaborated a few times:)

oh dear jenny, how i love thee, let me count the ways.

how i wish one day that we are in the same city

 (preferably same neighbourhood in the forest),

 living our dream lives.

she is such an inspiration, 

a vegan organically living creature 

with a dear compassion for mother earth 

and our moon and stars. 

to live in gratitude to our planet, for being born into this.

 to grow together in the same direction even when so far away from each other

 = 

special magic

dear readers i can not explain how much love i feel today.

grateful and happy to have such a friend to be so connected to.

jenny made me (kidding, i am always the "illegal" one), there was a spider plant in the coffee shop we went to (where i now will go back to before my ballet classes since there americano with oat milk is sublime, ty in the seven dials) and it had a baby so i took it to grow in my own little flat. it's a very healing plant for the home. and it does create babies really easily so i don't feel guilty. i will treat this baby with all my might.

the shoot below was one of my first shoots

and

jenny created faeries all around my model

so adorable

we also created an alice in wonderland story together that i styled and she fully illustrated.

it is still a piece of work i adore.

(a couple of small images can be seen here from my blog a very long time ago)

as you know i am now 100% vegan

these chocolate truffles

i went to planet organic on tottenham court road,

 before seeing jenny

OMLORD💜

booja booja

maybe just try

being what you 

already are?

a booja booja message😊

a few months back i ordered a pair of shoes from

ann.tique

 they finally arrived

 marie antoinette perfection

they are to go (maybe) 

with a dress i will soon show you, i put it up on my instagram stories, long gone now though!

we'll see, i have so many ideas. just waiting for warmer spring weather which actually is happening right this moment🌸🌸🌸

i have captured some beauty in epping recently💕💕💕💜

slowly minute by minute i am exploring my piano💜

for my life here,

 i am hoping to attract lovely artists,

(and other kindness human beings)

 planet conscious vegan kindness peers.

please root for me!?

i soo wanna have friends that sees me as i am.

i wish you an adorable week

 one filled with mindfulness bliss and joys

with love

xxx

alice saga