Alice in Wonderland: I KNOW HOW TO BE IDLE AND BLESSED, HOW TO STROLL THROUGH THE FIELDS AND KNEEL DOWN IN THE GRASS WHICH I HAVE BEEN DOING ALL DAY ACTUALLY. TELL ME, WHAT ELSE SHOULD I HAVE DONE? DOESN'T EVERYTHING DIE AT LAST, AND TOO SOON? TELL ME, WHAT IS IT YOU PLAN TO DO WITH YOUR ONE WILD & PRECIOUS LIFE?

you are a wildflower, a beauty unsurpassed. in each soul is the unique imprint of the grace of god. nowhere in the world is there another exactly like you. of that you can justly be proud!

- paramahansa yogananda

you are a wild flower

🐝🐝🐝

someone who devours nature

while too being it

creativity with blessings

here's a wonderful blessed bee 🐝 moment:)

a behind the scenes captured while shooting

the may queen

(in another time & place

...

i did create another may beauty queen👰)

this is in my backyard, at the time, in east dulwich.

see my sweetness???

always around with her peculiar ways👸

here's a taste from this shoot:) with the skills of editing/ photoshopping

"you must wake and call me early, call me early, mother dear;

to-morrow 'ill be the happiest time of all the glad new-year;
of all the glad new-year, mother, the maddest merriest day,
for i'm to be queen o' the may, mother, i'm to be queen o' the may.
there's many a black, black eye, they say, but none so bright as mine;
there's margaret and mary, there's kate and caroline;
but none so fair as little alice in all the land they say,
so i'm to be queen o' the may, mother, i'm to be queen o' the may."

- alfred lord tennyson's the may queen

the above quirkinees cute poem

together with this photograph

below

(other inspirations can be found here)

was my inspiration for this shoot

as captured by the inspiration

julia margaret cameron

here's from another self-portrait shoot i created, as inspired by princesse tuvstarr

illustrated by

john bauer

i made up a whole story from this one art piece

that you can view in my inspiration collage i created

for this shoot further down below in this post

that piece is the only!?

part i have yet to create💜

since i needed a pond which i finally have found

actually:)))

(see further down in this post)

testing the light:)

part 3 or 4 of this series:)

this one i created on new years eve 2014

princesse tuvstarr

named

my heart is refusing me

playing

colours = 💜

i created a moodboard for my tuvstarr story

the midde image is the last one i am to create

soon

rather

when i am ready

my little place is becoming inspirational:)))

see that sketch? it's by new friend matt! he's an artist & too an art teacher😊

AND

😊

my neighbour:) how lucky can one get???

the sketch is of one of my cuteness dolls.

i know, i need to see my inspirations. have them around my eyes at all times:)))

mornings & some afternoons i am exploring the happiness of epping forest while listening to audio books and podcasts. there is such knowledge and beauty out there. i found an amazing podcast episode as created by krista tippett interviewing mary oliver, ohlalala...i have found a new person to adore:)))

who made the world?

who made the swan, and the black bear?

who made the grasshopper?

this grasshopper - i mean-

the one who has flung herself out of the grass,

the one who is eating the sugar out of my hand,

who is moving her jaws back and forth instead of up and down-

who is gazing around with her enormous and complicated eyes.

now she lifts her pale forearms and thoroughly washes her face.

now she snaps her wings open, and floats away.

i don't know exactly what a prayer is.

i do know how to pay attention, how to fall down