HELLO 2020 🌸🌸🌸🙏🙏🙏

(update 2nd feb 2020...i am trying to figure out how to create my blogposts from now on. i am not sure of  its format for 2020! in the meantime there is my instagram stories where i post daily from my normal daily life and there is my facebook page😊🌸)

hi:)))

how are you doing? how does it feel to have entered a new decade?

 is this not magically exciting?!!!😊

it feels like the awareness is arising day by day, so fast. just the awareness of we us being all one. we are all mini universes living in "the universe". and/ so meaning what i do to you i do to me and vice versa. do no harm. stay kind. to come from a place of love instead of fear. 

2019 was a major year for me (in comparison to myself from former years that is), i did so much better health wise. i went on a trip to france:))) after decades of being addicted to pepsi max, i ditched that and april 1st i became 100% vegan (with a couple of days in france where some chocolate happened). and the bravest thing i did was to finally go home to my little home town in sweden, uddevalla. it was sooo healing for me. i feel much more connected now with me, that is funny since i am with me all the time, that close ones can make you feel whole and like oneself, oh hallelujah such joy.

was your 2019 good and better when you compare it to your own previous years?

how i wish it was!

2020

my first big goal is to accomplish a short film late spring or summer, 

which in the planning stages i call

 "le spectre de la rose" 

(the spirit of a rose)

it will include me dancing a little ballet scene

the planning and thinking of this has been going on for 2-3 years,

here is a little post about a possible location i had in mind then

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a lot of my still life works has been influenced these 2 past months by this project

then i have a few other things:)

i am in the process of journaling my intentions for this new year so will elaborate in the coming blogpost in february😊

so here are few experiments 

for a maybe maybe be part of my project

the feeling is right 

we'll see if the actual stills will work with the short film

this image you can view in b/w in this post:)

 a self-portrait taking in epping after my trip to france

i was so filled with inspiration

this self-portrait is from my trip to villeneuve les avignon, france

to nourish & to devour the moment

this is how i felt about that beautiful trip

the beauty of spring in france

on a sunny day wearing a vivetta dress & chloe glasses

 comfy look for a very rainy englad day!!!

theee ocean in my hometown

here we are overlooking gustafsberg

where i am to stay for 10 days in august

in a little yellow cabin:))) by the ocean.

our town square in christmas time

one of my best friends ever

therese

she has an astounding view over the ocean:)))

this selfie of us was taken by her:)))

i am so happy here!

funnily enough, i don't have many images to share because

 i filmed almost everything and 

put it up on my instagram stories!!!

i came home and started to write magic wishes

 to some of my close ones for 2020

this is what i am currently going through

all various notes/ ideas from 2019

 what to implement for 2020

i have been exploring with various double exposure type apps

another rose

i explored a still life of some antique cutlery i own

seize this very minute;
whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it;
boldness has genius, power and magic in it!

- goethe

( i put this quote in a post back in 2016 

when i was about to go through way more than i thought possible)

oh dear how happy i am that today is today

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i will see you feb. 1st😊

from now on i am to post every first saturday of each month

lots of love

alice